Oh october :)

I'm sure most of us know that during Azan, there's a line calling Muslims to prayers, which is "Hayya 'ala ssolah" , right?
Last night, my family and I had a little makan-makan because my cousin is graduating, and her family came all the way from Penang for her convocation. So, my little sister who is very rajin wanted me and my other sibs to tidy up the living room.. and you know how she called us out?
"HAYYA ALA' KEMASSSS!!"
haih, kids these days..guna bahasa sesuka hati je -__-"

Hah, I've finally submitted technical drawings last week and my first draft of research paper this morning. Kinda relieved, but I know that I'd have to repair and upgrade my work after this, and I'm planning to start doing that tomorrow. As for tonight, I'm gonna pamper myself with LOTSA good food aand moviesss, with my <3ed one. Hehe. Just for tonight though. Takleh rehat lama2, or I'm gonna lose my momentum in completing my work.

Till then, see ya bloggy!! :D

10 things to worry about

okay, just exaggerating. maybe not up to 10, but near to that figure (konon).

1. research paper. first draft due this monday. must meet advisor this thurs to show work progress. sheesh. banyak lagi tak siap ni. camne nak menggoreng dengan berkesan?

2. tmrw, JPM (jbtn perdana menteri) will send someone to pick me and my friend up to putrajaya. our PPP logo got shortlisted :) (u might have heard me whining of the logo assignment/competition on twitter). nervous coz dunno what to expect tmrw X( what if diorang suruh present? die die die!

3. lecturers want to see progress of working drawing this thurs jugak. must tambah site plan, section. elevation. die die die also!

4. need to compile every student's soft copy of the logo, which totals up to about 70 logos. how to kejar each and every one of them? how how how? :(

5. worrying about my afterlife, coz it isn't good to think about duniawi saja. where will i end up at? hmm :(

6. i must write something to get near to the 10th thing to worry about..

7. which is..

8. whether i'll complete this semester with flying colors or not.

9. yep, that is what i should be worried about for the moment. and to focus on what's important.

10. haa, kan dah sampai 10. hehe.

Oh october!

And so we got over with final submission. But the pain and suffering does not end there because I think I didn't perform well and I need to upgrade my work in time for final review.. which is in about 3 weeks time. Plus the addition of technical drawings- which I despise much.

I'm loooking forward for an upcoming event by our fac, a pre-graduation dinner or something like that. Time to kecurian kebajuan keadikan. Melaram bersama rakan-rakan. Hahah. Apa apa sajalah.

I'm going back home toniteee.. YAYYY! Rindu rumah and the entire family. And the playful cats!! And of course the telly. woohoooo~ For once I feel a bit relieved. A BIT je lah, tapi for now only.

Oh, and I ter-recall of yesterdays'e event when someone from studio mana tah was looking for a maizawati, and someone else pointed to me saying that I was the maizawati the person was looking for. Eyy, mana ade ok. I wouldn't have minded it, but unfortunately maizawati is the name of our malaysian ustaz rock akill hayy's ex-wife. Not that I dislike her or anything but I am not fond of the latter, especially with his recent marriage to a female singer. ishhhhh, rase geram je, and that's why i don't want my name to be associated with anything like that.

hahahah, macamlah orang kenal saya pun, but apelah2. just rambling about. dah lama tak update.

Okeh, maiza signing off now. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND PEOPLE!!!
:D

Eid Mubarak

Selamat hari raya to all muslimin and muslimat who's reading this.

:)

Maaf zahir dan batin to each and every one of you.

Boring weekend.

Okayyyy. I have to thank Sarah and Akill for the previous post, which was published for a few minutes. which I immediately deleted after discovering it. Ish3.

Anyway, am preparing for final submission on Monday. Sudah berkampung di studio for a few days now. It feels like 1st class setinggan, with air-cond and all walaupun merempat and tidur bawah meja. Hehe.

Can't wait for raya break.

please don't mind my mind

My mind's been occupied with nonsensical thoughts lately.

For example, I keep thinking that I might forget to breath, even when I'm in the state of full consciousness, like NOW. And all this paranoia started since the attack of H1N1. I keep imagining myself being unable to breath and etc. And that reminds me of death. Which is good, I suppose.

Other things that keep my mind busy would be, what if I fail my Design subject this semester and couldn't graduate on time? If I fail, all my dreams and the things I've planned and imagined will definitely be altered. I know that this is so much of a waste of time because I should concentrate on the Design itself, and not thinking whether I'd fail or not, but I just can't help it. I'm constantly in fear of failing AGAIN for I know how painful and degrading it is. Na'uzubillah. Nonetheless I'm thankful and grateful for whatever happened coz I'm happy with where and whom I am with now. Hee.

Another ridiculous thing that's been bugging my mind is Gedik. I think I've hallucinated a lot like suddenly seeing Gedik cat walking pass me. Haih pelik betul.

RIP

I've just had sahur with my friends in the fac studio. And right at this moment, I am being reminded that Gedik died about 24 hours ago.. right in front of my house gate, where my dad found him lying motionlessly on the ground, and his eyes- wide open but lifeless.

Haih, sedih betul. We've had Gedik for 3 years, and he was a part of the family.

No more bunyi mengiau-ngiau yang gedik nak mintak makan, takde dah geselan si Gedik yang manja kat kaki, takde dah bunyi bising Gedik meowing for attention from outside the house calling for my little sister .

Yes, I feel a bit empty now, but I feel sorry for my little sister who's really attached to Gedik and never failed to care and shower him with love every single day.

He probably died from an internal injury, a seizure, heart attack (kucing ade heart attack ke?) or something. No wound was found on his body.

May you rest in peace Gedik. I'll miss your macho catwalk and naughtiness. Gedik memang jantan betul because we never got him neutered. My dad mentioned that we could see him again in the hereafter, and I'm looking forward for that, InsyaAllah, along with other cats of ours that had gone away.